| missions was awesome. that friday, when the team came and we met up, it felt great. they felt like family. especially now, i miss it more than ever. i miss lou nah a lot. waking up and seeing mountains every morning and every night was amazing. so beautiful. and just hanging out with all their youth too. God, my heart hurt when we left. my heart felt full and content finally. i feel like that doesn't happen very often. God, why am i so immune to all this brokenness that i see in Taiwan and in America. its all so evident in my life, but i just make my heart harder towards it. sometimes, even though it hurts my heart and i pray so hard about it, seems like nothings going to change. no more hope. God, how do you do it. your heart is so much bigger, how can you hold all the pain and hurt. you see lonliness and you see brokenness all the time. God, give me compassion. show me how to love people. sometimes, its so hard. i feel like i don't have that much love in me. i need your love God. |
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| 4 shots. for my physical. and a blood drawing thing. it hurts. |
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| oh. i got a facebook. theres an opposum under our house. its scary. scott is a big meanie. i hate him |
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| HEY GUYS. i got back today. stupid airport security people took 2 hours checking all our luggage cause were chinese. no i dont know if its cuz were chinese but whatever.so yeah. its really hot here. and our birds got eaten. by a raccoon or something. cuz my dad put them outside. wierd. um ill see you guys soon. cuz i forgot what i was going to say. kay i remember now. our tour people were cool. i should of got that guy's digits. man. he was pretty cute. i think his name was tommy. im still not sure. |
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